Valentine's day

Am I right? maybe there exists spelling mistake.
Still alone.
When I finish classes back to home, it's already 7p.m. I have sth to regret.During the noon after lunch, we two wander for almost 2hours. I am wearing boots..god..finally standing all my way home on the bus..dear god..that kills me.
Everything is made for the couples,even the air is sweet. I dont feel upset or any disappointed.It is not the first time to spend this kind of festival with myself.
What upsets me is the two courses. very very tough, far beyond may imagination. I even want to quit. But this time I wil say no. I will take it. Compared with nothing to do, being boring, to learn sth new,broaden my horizen is undoubtedly better.

PS Id like to share a song here. If I were a boy, by Beyonce.

if i were a boy even just for a day
i'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what i wanted
and go drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
i'd kick it with who i wanted
and i'd never get confronted for it
'cause they stick up for me
if i were a boy
i think i could understand
how it feels to love a girl
i swear i'd be a better man
i'd listen to her
'cause i know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
'cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed
if i were a boy
i would turn off my phone
tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that i was sleeping alone
i'd put myself first
and make the rules as i go
'cause i know that she'd be faithful
waiting for me to come home, to come home
if i were a boy
i think i could understand
how it feels to love a girl
i swear i'd be a better man
i'd listen to her
'cause i know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
'cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed
it's a little too late for you to come back
say it's just a mistake
think i'd forgive you like that
if you thought i would wait for you
you thought wrong
but you're just a boy
you don't understand
and you don't understand, oh
how it feels to love a girl
someday you wish you were a better man
you don't listen to her
you don't care how it hurts
until you lose the one you wanted
'cause you're taking her for granted
and everything you had got destroyed
but you're just a boy