是不曾有过的心情。

ta难过了，我眼泪也掉下来了。
是从未有过的紧密相联。

四一六。

醒过来给哈尼发消息就收到ta的消息，哈尼说外面冷，要多穿点，像是很有默契一样，很开心。
刚到家哈尼打来电话说献好血了，心里悬一记~我真胆小怕事，献个血怎么就很慌的~— —
哈尼说不痛，就和吊盐水一样的，只是一个往里面流一个往外面流。嗯，好吧，下个礼拜我也试试看。
要好好休息，好好吃饭，好好听话。
昨天让哈尼小担心一下，是我不好。不知怎么就有点小情绪，于是就往外跑还不带手机。以后不会这样的，不舍得你担心。

今天是我姐妹生日，还记得去年的昨天给他发消息，祝他生日快乐，还说好姐妹一辈子。清晨六点也不到他从遥远的黑龙江给我打电话说谢谢~我迷迷糊糊还问了句什么事？~哎。和他一年碰面的时间也就寒暑假了，每次都是傻玩，唱某些他爱的歌给他听，一起打打牌，吃吃饭。今年就要毕业了他，以后估计更少在上海了，也不知道还有多少时间能在一起晃一晃。
我们一晃，也整9年了。
姐妹说我结婚了一定要叫他，那是当然的咯，我也希望你快点实现五年计划。哈哈。

嗯。先这样吧。我看好how i met your mother就好好做专四~

4.11

"今天是4月11号么？"
“嗯。怎么？有什么特别的么？”
“没什么~”

春。

哎。逃课逃的我不想说什么了。明天开始好好上课，不逃课，做笔记，不睡觉，少聊天。。起码保持到考好专四
。。
下午翘了节日语晃复旦~学姐真好啊。。每次翘日语都帮我代点名。。复旦也真好啊~大草坪上看书的看书~放风筝的放风筝~谈朋友的谈朋友~真和谐~
sunsun和水星人都在认认真真上课~于是呢我先逛起了宝大祥~我宝贝侄子要八岁了~做阿姨的应该孝敬一下~买了两件长袖一件马夹再一个帽子~帅的不得了~嘿嘿。
做在kfc等她们俩小孩，kfc的JJ和我搭讪……张口就是，衣服好可爱~是给您小孩买的么……
是啊啊啊啊啊。槑。

sunsun卷了个发~温柔的来~水星大人头发也长的不得了~都要做淑女~介于此，我更加坚定留长发……吃了顿美美的饭~窝在角落聊天~发发牢骚~很开心。
结论，考虑考研。男人要有责任感。人生观大不同。

终于买到了happy lemon..之前想买的时候排在我前面的JJ开口就是“这一排每种一杯……”于是，整20杯。我只好orz了。

咳嗽完全好了~哈哈。只是班长大人被我传染了，上个日语课咳嗽咳的我好愧疚。早日康复~

阳光灿烂。我很开心。

where's my tiffany

感冒。咳嗽。
两周以来一直不见好。终于下决心去医院。
从学校回到直接去了医院，配了药发现身边钱不够又不能刷卡，只好打车回家再回医院。
爸妈都不在身边，第一次自己挂号，问着路看病，取药，打点滴，告诉自己多喝水，半睡半醒着，也熬过了三个多钟头。
其实一个人做这些并不觉得什么，我大了，我自己可以照顾好自己。可还是忍不住难过，难过的是，都不曾被过问。

能够明白上一集grey's anatomy的一句台词，people are better than no people.

All about films

Being free at home I watch several films that I've long time ago downloaded. Some are lousy some are really good. Just share with u.

Déjà　Vu


Se7en


I am Legend



Must love a dog


Gladiator


The Butterfly Effect


Paris, je t'aime

Being sick

Done with the exams I immediately got a fever.First having sore throats then a little coughing, took a pill but didn't work. Lying on my small bed in the lonely dorm, I cann't fall into sleep. Because of the fever,I can't help but trembling from time to time. Splitting headache,slumberless. I seemed to have a dream, in which memory and truth were diffuse, past and present were intertwined, presence and distance were unresloved.
I didn't know how I spent the whole night. What I remembered was I was repeatedly reminding myself that I was able to handle this. When I waked up it's just 5. Taking another pill and trying to sleep more.
9 a.m.
Mum's calling,"honey everything's ok?"
---
"Are you crying?.."
"Definitely no, I'm fine."

writing course exam--- how to become a better teacher

ON BECOMING A BETTER TEACHER

Ther're a group of people in the world. They are not our parents but teach us knowledge; they are not our family but care our growth. We improve, they smile. We fail, they help. They are teachers.

Some of them are kind while some are strict. Some are humorous while some are serious. Although each teacher has different style, good teachers always share common points.

Knowledgeable
Confucius, the first teacher in Chinese history once said, being a teacher is to educate people, teach them knowledge and answer their questions. Hence, being knowledgeable becomes a very important element of a good teacher. However, it doesnt mean a teacher must know more than students in any aspects. A good teacher is supposed to present his knowledge in the best way that students can learn most. Or students just need an encyclopedia.

Passionate
A good teacher must love teaching very much. Only if he enjoys what he's doing can he do it well. Some teachers are always complaining school regulations, salary, welfare or even stupid students. They are not satisfied what they are doing and lack the passion needed,of course they cant be good teachers.

Helpful
A better teacher doesnt only care his students' study, but their personalities as well. To some extent, to help a student know himself, gain confidence and tell him right and wrong is much more important than to simply teach him knowledge. Many years later when we recall a teacher, what we remember is not the knowledge he taught us but what he taught us about how to become a better self.

A good teacher, sometimes is like mother's love, gentle and soft, giving us love and encouragement. Sometimes is like father's love, harsh and critical, pushing us forward.
We respect teachers. We respect good teachers more.

raining all these days

It has been raining for 8 days.
A little blue,groomy.
Exams are in the air. GO GO.

paper of Introduction of Western Culture

Can checks and balances ensure a perfect country?

Montesqiueu is one of the most influential and renowned representatives of the enlightenment in France during the 18th. Based on his broad interest in history, philosophy, law and politics, he pursues a remarkable career as judge, politician and novelist. Inspired by John Locke and the British constitution, later he writes his famous work, the spirit of law, which is widely discussed through the whole Europe since it is published in 1748.

In the book, Montesqiueu claims that without restriction, political power tends to be abused by the power holders. He convincingly argues for the reduction of arbitrary decision making—not only for the benefit of citizens but a competitive advantage of a state as well.
He divides political authority into legislative, execution and judicial powers. He believes that these three powers must be assigned to different individual or bodies, acting independently. Otherwise they would give to misuse of power and corruption.
But can this kind of regime really take effective? Can checks and balances ensure a perfect corruption-free country?

My answer is NO.

1.The enlargement of administrative power

From the discipline of the development of capitalist economy, it will transfer from a stage of free-competition to a stage of monopoly. When monopoly reflects in politics, it requires the concentration of nation’s powers. In this context, monopolistic capital integrates with nation’s rights and monopoly capitalist group manipulate the whole country.
When these monopoly capitals select political agents, they prefer the executive. One reason is the number of council members is too large and it is not easy to control. On the contrary, people’s number of a government is relatively small and they are all led by the head of state, so it is quiet controllable.
As a result, the executive becomes the focal point of the relation between monopoly capital and nation’s power. This undoubtedly leads to the enlargement of administrative power and finally breaks the balance of the ideal concept—separation of powers will check and balance.
Besides, Pluralistic interests, complex human affairs, rapid development, all these need a country more actively engage into social activities. The government’s authority strengthens, activities subject to the government increase, the enlargement of administrative power is also inevitable.
Increasing powers again cause more direct or indirect economic activities, which at last bring out the power-for-money deal, and corruption.

2.Neglect of people

The essence of Montesquieu’s theory is using power to restrict power. He thinks people are born wicked.
“Constant experience shows us that every man invested with power is apt to abuse it, and to carry his authority as far as it will go.”
But when interests of different power bodies or individuals meet, checks and balances are shacking.
In the spirit of laws, Montesquieu confirms that citizens enjoy freedom of the press, speech, belief and other basic freedom. But due to his bias of people, he denies the citizens’ freedom to restrict the power. He doesn’t realize that people are the outside force of supervision and restriction of power.

I will understand whatever you do.

I always know, this moment will come, sooner or later.
new life, new friends, gradually alienated, strangers at the end.
That's how we grow up.

a wedding

Rainy day.
I attend a wedding though I actually dont know the couple or andy relatives...
I like western wedding just because they have a process that the priest asks Will you love, honor, comfort, and cherish her from this day forward, forsaking all others, keeping only unto her for as long as you both shall live?
I do.
Honestly,we dont listen to them carefully..we just talk or make phone calls but it doesnt matter. They are enjoying their happiness.
The day they are joined together.
The they belong to each other.
从这天起，他们开始重新认识。

suffer,and hold on

Valentine's day

Am I right? maybe there exists spelling mistake.
Still alone.
When I finish classes back to home, it's already 7p.m. I have sth to regret.During the noon after lunch, we two wander for almost 2hours. I am wearing boots..god..finally standing all my way home on the bus..dear god..that kills me.
Everything is made for the couples,even the air is sweet. I dont feel upset or any disappointed.It is not the first time to spend this kind of festival with myself.
What upsets me is the two courses. very very tough, far beyond may imagination. I even want to quit. But this time I wil say no. I will take it. Compared with nothing to do, being boring, to learn sth new,broaden my horizen is undoubtedly better.

PS Id like to share a song here. If I were a boy, by Beyonce.

if i were a boy even just for a day
i'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what i wanted
and go drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
i'd kick it with who i wanted
and i'd never get confronted for it
'cause they stick up for me
if i were a boy
i think i could understand
how it feels to love a girl
i swear i'd be a better man
i'd listen to her
'cause i know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
'cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed
if i were a boy
i would turn off my phone
tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that i was sleeping alone
i'd put myself first
and make the rules as i go
'cause i know that she'd be faithful
waiting for me to come home, to come home
if i were a boy
i think i could understand
how it feels to love a girl
i swear i'd be a better man
i'd listen to her
'cause i know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
'cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed
it's a little too late for you to come back
say it's just a mistake
think i'd forgive you like that
if you thought i would wait for you
you thought wrong
but you're just a boy
you don't understand
and you don't understand, oh
how it feels to love a girl
someday you wish you were a better man
you don't listen to her
you don't care how it hurts
until you lose the one you wanted
'cause you're taking her for granted
and everything you had got destroyed
but you're just a boy

latern festival

In order to finish the novel translation, I didn't go back home to spend the festival with mum,which may make her feel a little bit disappointed and lonely. Actually I am lonely,too. Very very lonesome. Sitting in the chair on the sixth floor of the library, I try hard to concentrate on my work. But you know how difficult it is. Fireworks and firecrakers are underway. I looked out of the window, quietly appreciating the beautiful,short-lived fireworks. I always think fireworks are really really sentimental. Their gorgeous lives may just last for several seconds. Then forgotten forever.
Happy yesterday.
Happy today.
Happy everyday.

代写作业。

2008，站在现在回想，感觉已像是过去了很久。漫长的，我都不知要如何回忆。
记得年头的时候，上海的天空也有大雪静静缤纷，厚重的覆盖了整个城市。但是多年未见雪花的兴奋迅速被南方罕见的雨雪灾害所吞没。一方面痛心同情于无法返程的滞留旅客，同时又为其中暴露的诸多问题感到担忧，政府职能部门预案不足、信息不对称甚至屏障、对突发事件的处理能力……
随后发生的拉萨打砸抢事件有些让我们措手不及。特别是外国媒体刻意歪曲事实的报道，足以让我们看清媒体的暴力以及西方人对中国崛起的不安。达赖流亡政府借所谓周年纪念日而做出的一系列暴乱事件反而激起了我们尚未自知的爱国情怀。
多事之秋。
5.12四川汶川特大地震让所有中国人流了眼泪。现在想起来我也仍旧不能平复心情。我们看到，无论是世界上的哪个角落，只要有华人，只要有五星红旗，就有凝聚的力量，有钱的出钱，有力的出力。这种视如己出的态度，团结一致，感动了你，感动了我。
而8月的北京奥运点燃了所有热情，沸腾了整片大地。我们带着地震的伤痛，成功向全世界展现了五千年的悠久文明。
回首2008，我们的国家，整个世界都经历了太多重大事件。难怪有人会说如此重大事件聚集于一年的概率几乎是几百万分之一。而却都真真实实的发生了。
我的2008，也在这些大事件中时喜时悲。作为一个社会人，中国人的感觉前所未有的强烈。我不再仅仅是父母眼中的宝贝，是老师心中的好学生，不再是一个会为小事郁郁寡欢、为一切未知而迷茫恐惧的孩子，我可以与国家共命运，与民族同呼吸，我为自己是中国人而自豪，为能绵薄的帮助自己的同胞而尽心尽力。我成长了。
迈入新的一年，我有了更多的体会和计划。即将大四的我对自己有了更多的规划。
我希望通过努力，可以考出口译，通过两门cpa课程，可以更自如的表达想法，对事情的看法也不只停留在表面而是有更深更全面的认识。我希望我仍旧能怀抱一颗未泯的童心，相信美好事物的存在，相信努力可以改变一切。
有过的失望与遗憾，是不是尽力做，都还可以弥补。
如果是，我想试一试。

cpa is underway

First class is really tough and hard to understand. Luckily I'm with u.

玩美。

昨天很十三的让某人组织搓麻将……某人很神奇又迅速的搞定一切……于是中饭都没吃很十三的跑到初中同学家麻将了……还是自动台— —
连玩带看一共六个人，旅行刚刚回来的阿贝，今天第一天上班的F，很好说话的YY，初中同学一〇和不太熟识的XD。起初我很输的，还问F借了20rmb零钱还债……贝贝摸了四个百搭于是连牌还么摸齐就胡了辣子……F坐我下家以后开始力挽狂澜……转眼间……我就胡了最最多……哈哈哈。
最最最后我和阿贝各赢了些请他们吃饭咯。重点是我们都么吃……留下钱就走了……
小赌怡情……嗯。
其实
有朋友相伴，无论做什么，都很愉快。

tomorrow is another day

see me in library

between jollification and loneliness

昨。
在ktv听小维JJ唱勇气，眼泪没有预兆的往下流。这首烂熟的歌，突然觉得很有深意。
是不是人愈多，孤单的分量就愈重。