Saturday, February 21, 2009

a wedding



Rainy day.
I attend a wedding though I actually dont know the couple or andy relatives...
I like western wedding just because they have a process that the priest asks Will you love, honor, comfort, and cherish her from this day forward, forsaking all others, keeping only unto her for as long as you both shall live?
I do.
Honestly,we dont listen to them carefully..we just talk or make phone calls but it doesnt matter. They are enjoying their happiness.
The day they are joined together.
The they belong to each other.
从这天起,他们开始重新认识。

suffer,and hold on

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Valentine's day


Am I right? maybe there exists spelling mistake.
Still alone.
When I finish classes back to home, it's already 7p.m. I have sth to regret.During the noon after lunch, we two wander for almost 2hours. I am wearing boots..god..finally standing all my way home on the bus..dear god..that kills me.
Everything is made for the couples,even the air is sweet. I dont feel upset or any disappointed.It is not the first time to spend this kind of festival with myself.
What upsets me is the two courses. very very tough, far beyond may imagination. I even want to quit. But this time I wil say no. I will take it. Compared with nothing to do, being boring, to learn sth new,broaden my horizen is undoubtedly better.

PS Id like to share a song here. If I were a boy, by Beyonce.

if i were a boy even just for a day
i'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what i wanted
and go drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
i'd kick it with who i wanted
and i'd never get confronted for it
'cause they stick up for me
if i were a boy
i think i could understand
how it feels to love a girl
i swear i'd be a better man
i'd listen to her
'cause i know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
'cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed
if i were a boy
i would turn off my phone
tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that i was sleeping alone
i'd put myself first
and make the rules as i go
'cause i know that she'd be faithful
waiting for me to come home, to come home
if i were a boy
i think i could understand
how it feels to love a girl
i swear i'd be a better man
i'd listen to her
'cause i know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
'cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed
it's a little too late for you to come back
say it's just a mistake
think i'd forgive you like that
if you thought i would wait for you
you thought wrong
but you're just a boy
you don't understand
and you don't understand, oh
how it feels to love a girl
someday you wish you were a better man
you don't listen to her
you don't care how it hurts
until you lose the one you wanted
'cause you're taking her for granted
and everything you had got destroyed
but you're just a boy

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

latern festival


In order to finish the novel translation, I didn't go back home to spend the festival with mum,which may make her feel a little bit disappointed and lonely. Actually I am lonely,too. Very very lonesome. Sitting in the chair on the sixth floor of the library, I try hard to concentrate on my work. But you know how difficult it is. Fireworks and firecrakers are underway. I looked out of the window, quietly appreciating the beautiful,short-lived fireworks. I always think fireworks are really really sentimental. Their gorgeous lives may just last for several seconds. Then forgotten forever.
Happy yesterday.
Happy today.
Happy everyday.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

代写作业。


2008,站在现在回想,感觉已像是过去了很久。漫长的,我都不知要如何回忆。
记得年头的时候,上海的天空也有大雪静静缤纷,厚重的覆盖了整个城市。但是多年未见雪花的兴奋迅速被南方罕见的雨雪灾害所吞没。一方面痛心同情于无法返程的滞留旅客,同时又为其中暴露的诸多问题感到担忧,政府职能部门预案不足、信息不对称甚至屏障、对突发事件的处理能力……
随后发生的拉萨打砸抢事件有些让我们措手不及。特别是外国媒体刻意歪曲事实的报道,足以让我们看清媒体的暴力以及西方人对中国崛起的不安。达赖流亡政府借所谓周年纪念日而做出的一系列暴乱事件反而激起了我们尚未自知的爱国情怀。
多事之秋。
5.12四川汶川特大地震让所有中国人流了眼泪。现在想起来我也仍旧不能平复心情。我们看到,无论是世界上的哪个角落,只要有华人,只要有五星红旗,就有凝聚的力量,有钱的出钱,有力的出力。这种视如己出的态度,团结一致,感动了你,感动了我。
而8月的北京奥运点燃了所有热情,沸腾了整片大地。我们带着地震的伤痛,成功向全世界展现了五千年的悠久文明。
回首2008,我们的国家,整个世界都经历了太多重大事件。难怪有人会说如此重大事件聚集于一年的概率几乎是几百万分之一。而却都真真实实的发生了。
我的2008,也在这些大事件中时喜时悲。作为一个社会人,中国人的感觉前所未有的强烈。我不再仅仅是父母眼中的宝贝,是老师心中的好学生,不再是一个会为小事郁郁寡欢、为一切未知而迷茫恐惧的孩子,我可以与国家共命运,与民族同呼吸,我为自己是中国人而自豪,为能绵薄的帮助自己的同胞而尽心尽力。我成长了。
迈入新的一年,我有了更多的体会和计划。即将大四的我对自己有了更多的规划。
我希望通过努力,可以考出口译,通过两门cpa课程,可以更自如的表达想法,对事情的看法也不只停留在表面而是有更深更全面的认识。我希望我仍旧能怀抱一颗未泯的童心,相信美好事物的存在,相信努力可以改变一切。
有过的失望与遗憾,是不是尽力做,都还可以弥补。
如果是,我想试一试。

Saturday, February 7, 2009

cpa is underway


First class is really tough and hard to understand. Luckily I'm with u.

Monday, February 2, 2009

玩美。


昨天很十三的让某人组织搓麻将……某人很神奇又迅速的搞定一切……于是中饭都没吃很十三的跑到初中同学家麻将了……还是自动台— —
连玩带看一共六个人,旅行刚刚回来的阿贝,今天第一天上班的F,很好说话的YY,初中同学一〇和不太熟识的XD。起初我很输的,还问F借了20rmb零钱还债……贝贝摸了四个百搭于是连牌还么摸齐就胡了辣子……F坐我下家以后开始力挽狂澜……转眼间……我就胡了最最多……哈哈哈。
最最最后我和阿贝各赢了些请他们吃饭咯。重点是我们都么吃……留下钱就走了……
小赌怡情……嗯。
其实
有朋友相伴,无论做什么,都很愉快。